Saturday, October 21, 2006

Sometime I just regret what I said...

Haiz... been rushing this CS2261 project the whole morning, accompanied by my "real-time" nose that knows how to schedule which hole to run and which hole to be blocked... gosh, my nose bcum a real time operating system... haha...

With a bit of "tangling in the air" feeling, I just wondering if I am right to take this CS2261 or not (well this is the only optional module I am taking this sem). Haha.. though I know it will have a project... but seems like I take it at the wrong sem, mayb. Haha... coz 3rd yr contains some tough modules, that require deep understandings but I haven't touch them at all.

I remember I said "I like programming", but ... in the end, this programming language module CS3212 (my elective) brings the weekly disaster and have taken most of my sleeping time... then I thod I can do this CS2261 project nicely, but in the end... need to rush and do all the copy and paste job... haha... haiz... sometime I just regret what I said...

I have tried to participate in the forum that is fun... and never get to do that during my 2nd yr while I was holding a post in the committee of HO. Haha... (coz I wasn't able to read all the posts in the forum at that time)... this yr, having fun reading the forum and help if I can... and post questions if I dun know... really fun having smart ppl who are willing to answer queries in the forum... and thanks to those person, I manage to rush off my programming assignments b4 their deadline. Haha... so I encourage everyone to participate in the forum...

However, too bad, can't participate much in some of the modules I really have no idea... such as CS3220... though not many posts there... (mayb others all also as blur as me? or they have no doubts in understanding?) haha... if u ask me why I not posting questions there if I dun understand... well... the answer is simple... I dun even know what to ask... CS2271 and CS3220... having a hard time in answering their tutorial qns... think i will start on those after finish this CS2261...

This is the only word I said I not regretting: though programming is fun, but when the due date is near, it is no longer fun, but rush... haha...

Haha... but I glad that I got the concept of the stuff to do this project... haha... spent a long time in understanding (that's why I lost in other modules)... haha... I know that I not those smart type... thus need to be hardworking... but sometime I just so lazy to do anything... (will doze off v soon if I read any textbk that is not interesting to me)... well... some subject grabs my interest and thus can leads to do hardwork on it... but those others that dun... I need to push myself to stick with those stuff... till the sem ends. Haha... I can't escape those anyway... those are my core... haha...

Haze has been a major polluted elements over the past one month and it is significantly deteriorate our health... what has human done to the Earth, God's creation? God let human to represent Him to take charge of all organisms in Earth, but after sin has come into the world, human destroys God's creation... and... sadly, human still think they are doing the right thing... haiz... sad to say... and sad to hear....

I thank God for choosing me to be one of His children. I remember all the time that God is with me, and when I thod of this, I feel the sense of happiness in my heart that yes, He is by my side and I have nothing to worry abt, including this project... just do my best... hehe...

May the person who took away the small plank that WAS hanging on my door knob (outside) will treasure that plank (written on the plank was the verse John 3:16) haha... and bcum a child of God too... hope he/she didn't throw it away... or break it...(if it is like that, wah... offensed xia? or that verse reminds him of his sin when he sees it...), haha... k... hungry le.. going down for lunch then off to rehearsal... Harmonica Impressions 2006! jia you bah Isabel and Han Quan... a good learning ground for you 2, before you face the major one in March next yr...

Friday, October 20, 2006

Busy sem...

Have not blog since 14 august... the last time I blogged is before my 3rd yr 1st sem has started... now... we have reached almost the end of the sem... with all the deadlines and all the heavy stuff that I haven't had the time to go revise...

At first few weeks ago, wanting to implement 早睡早起, looks like I really "早睡" and can't "早起". My "早睡" here.... means very early in the day... haha... for example 16/10, 2am. Haha... very early hor... and so... the next morning cannot "早起". Well the initial meaning wasn't mean that way.... suppose to sleep 15/10, 10pm or 11pm... then wake up at 16/10 5am or 6am... but can't do that coz can't cope with my body... the nature that wants to sleep more ... haha... just for a saturday coz only that day I can tell myself (and not to be guilty) to sleep till 8 or 9am.

Haiz... haze pollutes SE Asia and I can sense myself... getting sick again... (have bcam sick ard mid-sept once before)... looks like the virus found me again...

All this while from the time I last blogged till now... good home-cooked food with my bros and Li Che (paiseh... they everytime do the cooking and clearing up, while I just play my ps2 and... well, did help in clearing up -> dump the dustbin), bad pgp canteen experience (as always), project due date, hard tutorials, termpaper which i chin chai do, blurblur labs, haha... 应有尽有, 多姿多彩... can't wait for the holiday... haha... also... too many photos... haha dun know which one to share... but all put in my external drive le, lazy to bring it on... haha... next time bah... hehe...

凡事谢恩,不住祷告,常常喜乐. Forgot to add: Precious lessons from God. If you are suffering, take it as a test from God. Don't take it that you must have sinned that causes God inflict punishment on you. Hehe... learn from Job, and be careful of not falling into the same conclusions as Job's 3 "friends", who accused Job. Also... for all the sufferings that happen to us, God's permission is seeked. A great comfort because those happens around us is what God allows, and He knows we can get over with those sufferings by depending on Him. Just look at how Devil ask God's permission to inflict disaster on Job. God has faith in Job that he will not turn back on Him, thus allows Devil to inflict disaster, but not taking away his life.

Do not question why God do this or do that... He is our creator and He has all the power. Be submissive to Him. Obey all His words. See Joshua 1:8.